A year after the wedding, the strangest thing about my life was how little drama remained in it.<\/p>\n
I had once assumed peace would feel like triumph.<\/p>\n
Instead, it felt like forgetting to check my phone.<\/p>\n
It felt like leaving a bank statement unopened on the kitchen counter for an hour because I trusted myself to deal with it later.<\/p>\n
It felt like Ethan buying a new lawn mower without consulting me because a lawn mower did not threaten our retirement, our house, or our marriage.<\/p>\n
When he brought it home, he stood in the garage waiting for my reaction.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n
\u201cI bought something without a committee vote.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at the mower.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n
He told me.<\/p>\n
\u201cFine.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI prepared a spreadsheet.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBurn it.\u201d<\/p>\n
He laughed.<\/p>\n
Lily, now nine, appeared behind him wearing roller skates.<\/p>\n
\u201cCan I ride behind it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo,\u201d we said together.<\/p>\n
She sighed.<\/p>\n
\u201cMarriage has made you boring.\u201d<\/p>\n
Apparently that was hereditary language now.<\/p>\n
The foundation grew slowly.<\/p>\n
Harbor Rooms expanded to seven apartments, then nine.<\/p>\n
We added two transitional units for families who needed more than thirty days but less than a permanent placement.<\/p>\n
The program had begun with money connected to one of the worst episodes of my life.<\/p>\n
Within a year, almost nobody on staff remembered that.<\/p>\n
Good.<\/p>\n
The money had become beds.<\/p>\n
Utility deposits.<\/p>\n
Grocery cards.<\/p>\n
Lock changes.<\/p>\n
Legal-fee vouchers.<\/p>\n
Ordinary things.<\/p>\n
I preferred ordinary things.<\/p>\n
My relationship with Margaret settled into something equally ordinary.<\/p>\n
She visited about twice a month.<\/p>\n
Sometimes she took Lily to lunch.<\/p>\n
Sometimes she came for dinner.<\/p>\n
Sometimes weeks passed.<\/p>\n
We did not discuss Gavin unless necessary.<\/p>\n
That boundary had taken effort.<\/p>\n
Not because Margaret wanted to talk constantly.<\/p>\n
Because silence about him once carried its own history.<\/p>\n
Now we could choose it without pretending he did not exist.<\/p>\n
Claire visited twice that year.<\/p>\n
She and Lily developed a shared obsession with puzzles.<\/p>\n
I watched them cover the dining table with a thousand-piece image of a lighthouse while Ethan quietly moved loose pieces out of the path of drinks.<\/p>\n
Family had become strangely assembled.<\/p>\n
No simple tree.<\/p>\n
More like branches grafted after storms.<\/p>\n
Gavin remained in custody through most of that year.<\/p>\n
Margaret visited him regularly.<\/p>\n
She told me no details unless they directly involved me.<\/p>\n
I appreciated that.<\/p>\n
He wrote one more letter.<\/p>\n
Not to me.<\/p>\n
To Lily.<\/p>\n
Margaret did not deliver it.<\/p>\n
She called first.<\/p>\n
\u201cI haven\u2019t opened it.\u201d<\/p>\n
I was standing in my office looking at invoices.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does the envelope say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLily.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNothing else?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
My body reacted immediately.<\/p>\n
I hated that.<\/p>\n
One name.<\/p>\n
One envelope.<\/p>\n
And suddenly I was back in a room full of lawyers deciding what information entered my life.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Gavin tell you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat he wanted to apologize for making her uncomfortable at the wedding.\u201d<\/p>\n
I remembered.<\/p>\n
You call him Dad?<\/p>\n
Why?<\/p>\n
Lily barely remembered the exchange.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy now?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI asked.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said he has been thinking about everyone he treated like they existed in relation to him.\u201d<\/p>\n
That sounded almost therapeutic.<\/p>\n
I distrusted therapeutic language when it arrived too neatly.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does he want from her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNothing, he says.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why write?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe thinks she deserved an apology.\u201d<\/p>\n
I leaned back.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you want to give it to her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
That surprised me.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause she is a child.\u201d<\/p>\n
Margaret\u2019s answer came firmly.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd Gavin does not get to feel better at her expense.\u201d<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n
There it was.<\/p>\n
Change.<\/p>\n
Not dramatic.<\/p>\n
A mother refusing to convert someone else into a tool for her son\u2019s remorse.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat do you want to do?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI want to send it back.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s your decision.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI wanted to ask you first.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThank you.\u201d<\/p>\n
She paused.<\/p>\n
\u201cWould you read it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAll right.\u201d<\/p>\n
I almost ended the call.<\/p>\n
Then I stopped.<\/p>\n
\u201cMargaret.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTell him something.\u201d<\/p>\n
She waited.<\/p>\n
\u201cTell him if he wants to apologize to Lily, the respectful version is leaving her alone.\u201d<\/p>\n
Margaret exhaled softly.<\/p>\n
\u201cI will.\u201d<\/p>\n
The letter went back.<\/p>\n
Lily never knew.<\/p>\n
That mattered.<\/p>\n
A few months later, Gavin became eligible for a transitional release program.<\/p>\n
Daniel no longer represented me actively, though we exchanged occasional emails when legal paperwork appeared.<\/p>\n
He called one Tuesday morning.<\/p>\n
\u201cI have something you may want to know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat phrase used to ruin my week.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProgress.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGavin\u2019s release date is set.\u201d<\/p>\n
My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSix weeks.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked out the office window.<\/p>\n
People moved through the hallway.<\/p>\n
A staff member carried bedding toward the supply room.<\/p>\n
Nothing changed because of the sentence.<\/p>\n
Still, I felt something old wake up.<\/p>\n
\u201cConditions?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo contact remains in place unless you consent otherwise.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe will live outside the county initially.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProbation supervision.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFine.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe has asked whether he can send you one administrative request through counsel.\u201d<\/p>\n
I laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cAdministrative.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat was my word.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does he want?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTo retrieve property still stored under your name.\u201d<\/p>\n
I frowned.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat property?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA small investment account.\u201d<\/p>\n
My body went cold.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
Daniel immediately said, \u201cIt is not hidden debt.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow do you know?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause we already traced it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou knew?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt surfaced during final financial reconciliation months ago. It appeared inactive and immaterial at the time.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy didn\u2019t you tell me?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause investigators determined it belonged to Gavin, not you, and your identifying information was being removed through the bank\u2019s fraud process.\u201d<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cDaniel.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know how that sounds.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe balance is small.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat isn\u2019t the point.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow small?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbout six thousand.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd my name is still on it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot legally as owner. Your taxpayer identification information remains attached to an old beneficiary record.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stood.<\/p>\n
\u201cBeneficiary?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s what Gavin wants to explain.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou don\u2019t have to.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen remove me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is what counsel is arranging.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI will.\u201d<\/p>\n
I paced.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat account?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBrokerage.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOpened when?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDuring BMR.\u201d<\/p>\n
Of course.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy was I beneficiary?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCan we find out without speaking to him?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen do that.\u201d<\/p>\n
Daniel sighed.<\/p>\n
\u201cNora, technically you\u2019re no longer my client on retainer.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re billing me for this.\u201d<\/p>\n
He laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cFine.\u201d<\/p>\n
The answer arrived two days later.<\/p>\n
Gavin had opened the account six months before the divorce.<\/p>\n
It held shares transferred from a small investment he had made years earlier.<\/p>\n
Nothing illegal about the shares.<\/p>\n
The beneficiary designation was the strange part.<\/p>\n
Me.<\/p>\n
Not Brenda.<\/p>\n
Not Margaret.<\/p>\n
Me.<\/p>\n
I stared at the paperwork Daniel emailed.<\/p>\n
\u201cCould it have been automatic?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe chose it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know I don\u2019t speculate.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDevelop a personality.\u201d<\/p>\n
He ignored that.<\/p>\n
\u201cThere is a handwritten form.\u201d<\/p>\n
Gavin had signed it.<\/p>\n
Beneath my name, under relationship, he wrote:<\/p>\n
Wife.<\/p>\n
The date was after his relationship with Brenda had begun.<\/p>\n
After BMR.<\/p>\n
After he had already spoken to a divorce lawyer.<\/p>\n
That bothered me far more than it should have.<\/p>\n
Why make me beneficiary of anything while secretly planning to leave?<\/p>\n
I told Ethan that evening.<\/p>\n
He was fixing a loose cabinet hinge.<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe he forgot.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDaniel says it was deliberate.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe guilt.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe he thought if he died before the divorce, he still wanted you protected.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at him.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat sounds almost generous.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPeople are inconveniently complicated.\u201d<\/p>\n
I leaned against the counter.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t like finding evidence that contradicts the version I understand.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat version?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat Gavin had already emotionally erased me.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan tightened a screw.<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe he hadn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat doesn\u2019t make what he did better.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut it changes something.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
He stopped working.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou don\u2019t have to fit everything into one explanation.\u201d<\/p>\n
I knew.<\/p>\n
Still, the beneficiary form stayed in my mind.<\/p>\n
That night, after Ethan fell asleep, I opened the old photograph box.<\/p>\n
First house. First snow.<\/p>\n
Gavin\u2019s later letter.<\/p>\n
My original letter copy.<\/p>\n
I read none of them.<\/p>\n
I simply looked.<\/p>\n
The temptation was familiar.<\/p>\n
Find the single explanation.<\/p>\n
He loved me.<\/p>\n
He didn\u2019t.<\/p>\n
He planned to leave.<\/p>\n
He still felt responsible.<\/p>\n
He was selfish.<\/p>\n
He was scared.<\/p>\n
He was manipulative.<\/p>\n
He was ashamed.<\/p>\n
The truth refused to become one sentence.<\/p>\n
Maybe that was healthy.<\/p>\n
Three weeks before his release, Margaret called.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe wants to move the account to me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe brokerage account?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe told you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe asked through his counselor whether I would accept it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says he doesn\u2019t want it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNeither do I.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe thought perhaps I could donate it.\u201d<\/p>\n
I went quiet.<\/p>\n
\u201cTo what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe suggested Harbor Rooms.\u201d<\/p>\n
My irritation arrived instantly.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
Margaret did not argue.<\/p>\n
\u201cI thought you\u2019d say that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe doesn\u2019t get to route another piece of his conscience through the foundation.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI understand.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you tell him that?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did he say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat he expected it.\u201d<\/p>\n
Something about that annoyed me too.<\/p>\n
I laughed.<\/p>\n
Margaret waited.<\/p>\n
\u201cSorry.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt\u2019s absurd. He\u2019s finally respecting boundaries and somehow that irritates me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat may be allowed.\u201d<\/p>\n
I smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat should happen to the account?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt\u2019s his.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe doesn\u2019t want it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen he can donate it somewhere else.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019ll tell him.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot anything connected to me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
The matter disappeared.<\/p>\n
Two weeks later, the beneficiary record was formally removed.<\/p>\n
I signed one document confirming I disclaimed any interest.<\/p>\n
Done.<\/p>\n
No conversation.<\/p>\n
No meeting.<\/p>\n
No hidden clause.<\/p>\n
The process took eleven minutes.<\/p>\n
That was how I wanted it.<\/p>\n
The night before Gavin\u2019s release, Margaret came for dinner.<\/p>\n
She was nervous.<\/p>\n
Not about us.<\/p>\n
About him.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe\u2019ll stay at a supervised residence for a while.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe has a job interview.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat kind?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWarehouse operations.\u201d<\/p>\n
That surprised me.<\/p>\n
Gavin had spent most of his life in offices.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe\u2019s nervous about it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cUnderstandable.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says he doesn\u2019t want to work in finance again.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat may be wise.\u201d<\/p>\n
Margaret smiled faintly.<\/p>\n
Then grew serious.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe asked whether I thought he should ever contact you.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI said no.\u201d<\/p>\n
No hesitation.<\/p>\n
\u201cThank you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said he agrees.\u201d<\/p>\n
That surprised me more.<\/p>\n
Margaret continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said if there is ever a reason, it should come from you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat won\u2019t happen.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked toward the living room.<\/p>\n
Lily and Ethan were playing cards.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you think he deserves to build another life?\u201d<\/p>\n
The question did not anger me.<\/p>\n
It would have once.<\/p>\n
Now I considered it.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
Margaret\u2019s eyes filled.<\/p>\n
\u201cReally?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe doesn\u2019t deserve mine.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe doesn\u2019t deserve access to Lily.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI understand.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut another life?\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEven after everything?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEspecially because the alternative is what?\u201d<\/p>\n
She did not answer.<\/p>\n
\u201cPermanent punishment outside whatever the court ordered?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat would make me responsible for deciding when he becomes human again.\u201d<\/p>\n
I shook my head.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t want that job.\u201d<\/p>\n
Margaret cried.<\/p>\n
I handed her a napkin.<\/p>\n
\u201cThank you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDon\u2019t thank me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m not thanking you for forgiving him.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m thanking you for not needing him destroyed.\u201d<\/p>\n
That sentence stayed with me.<\/p>\n
The next morning, Gavin left custody.<\/p>\n
I knew because Daniel sent one line:<\/p>\n
Release completed. Existing no-contact conditions remain.<\/p>\n
I read it.<\/p>\n
Then deleted the email.<\/p>\n
At lunch, I forgot about it.<\/p>\n
At dinner, Lily complained about broccoli.<\/p>\n
At bedtime, Ethan reminded me we had a foundation event Friday.<\/p>\n
The world did not change.<\/p>\n
Three days later, however, an envelope arrived at my office.<\/p>\n
Not from Gavin.<\/p>\n
No return address I recognized.<\/p>\n
Inside was a photocopy of an old bank document.<\/p>\n
One line had been highlighted.<\/p>\n
Beneficiary: Nora Ellis.<\/p>\n
No note.<\/p>\n
Nothing else.<\/p>\n
My body went cold.<\/p>\n
I called Daniel.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid Gavin send anything?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re sure?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
I emailed a scan.<\/p>\n
He called ten minutes later.<\/p>\n
\u201cThis copy came from a bank record packet.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWho had access?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSeveral people.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGavin?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPossibly through discovery.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMargaret?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe if Gavin shared it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBrenda?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHer counsel had related files.\u201d<\/p>\n
My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy send it anonymously?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at the page.<\/p>\n
Then I noticed something Daniel had not mentioned.<\/p>\n
A handwritten notation near the bottom.<\/p>\n
Gavin\u2019s writing.<\/p>\n
If anything happens before August, Nora gets this.<\/p>\n
August.<\/p>\n
The month he asked for the divorce.<\/p>\n
I stopped breathing.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
Daniel asked.<\/p>\n
\u201cLook at the bottom.\u201d<\/p>\n
Silence.<\/p>\n
Then:<\/p>\n
\u201cI see it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe knew he was leaving in August.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd he made me beneficiary if something happened before then.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt appears so.\u201d<\/p>\n
The contradiction felt almost unbearable.<\/p>\n
He planned to leave me.<\/p>\n
He secretly endangered my property.<\/p>\n
And somewhere in the same period, he arranged for me to receive money if he died before announcing the divorce.<\/p>\n
I understood suddenly why the page had been sent.<\/p>\n
Someone wanted me to see that contradiction.<\/p>\n
The question was who.<\/p>\n
And why now.<\/p>\n
A year after the wedding, the strangest thing about my life was how little drama remained in it. I had once assumed peace would feel like triumph. Instead, it felt … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3874,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3903","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-feel-every-story"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/feeleverystory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3903","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/feeleverystory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/feeleverystory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feeleverystory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feeleverystory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3903"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/feeleverystory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3903\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3938,"href":"https:\/\/feeleverystory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3903\/revisions\/3938"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feeleverystory.online\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3874"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/feeleverystory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3903"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feeleverystory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3903"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/feeleverystory.online\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3903"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}